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Body Horror
04:14
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Cycles and cycles of wires around my neck
Particles on white walls expire through your sunset
You know that I would do anything
You know that I would break down in a heartbeat
I give myself up to you
Just so I can hear you say
You love me
You're happy
Where you are
Padded with fabric, I crumble when I'm without your presence
You've really done a number on me, do you regret it?
You know that I would do anything
You know that I would break down in a heartbeat
I give myself up to you
Just so I can hear you say
You love me
You're happy
Where you are
I'll tear out my insides
And let you wander in my mind
I'll smear it all upon your face
And let you feel a fresh disguise
You know that I would do anything
You know that I would break down in a heartbeat
For you
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New York
03:07
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I've grown a little tired of fanatics
I sing for little bugs that eat out holes inside my mattress
And wake up to their blood smeared on the carpet
I wonder if they understand the fear my mom has harbored
I've seen her go through too much for a woman
I know she wants it to be better, yet she thinks she shouldn't
I search around for change between the cushions
And maybe if we have enough, I'll take her back to Brooklyn
When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer
When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer
I fall into the chains that house the wicked
Remember all the names despite the embers of the bridges
It fills my heart with uncertain resentment
Why is it that when I have fun, I soon yearn to forget it?
The frequent getaways became so selfish
I jeopardized the house, I don't know how she worked around it
She said she has a flight in just a moment
I hope that she can see the magic that I felt in Brooklyn
When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer
When the moon shines over Ellis Island
When the moon shines over Ellis Island
I'll find the nearest bridge and take her down right to the harbor
Oh, if she may endure, I'll make sure there's something to offer
I'll take a bus to Central and we'll stay there for the summer
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Virgin Mary
03:24
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My mother told me
That my father fucked her friend
And even though I looked shocked
I stared at the clock
And I knew it was all pretend
I'm in the Tahoe
4 o'clock, he took me to a dead harbor
I've never seen his eyes so red
And when I saw her
Open up the door, and they looked at each other
Then and there, I knew Virgin Mary couldn't care less
I'm sorry, mother
She didn't know it, and as far as I remember
I forgot to bring my jacket
As he walked out of the door that day
I could hear my mother screaming
Her voice continued breaking
"Open your eyes up
You're blind to the cold
I fell for that side of you
Couldn't process it all
Motherfucker
Now I shrug and sit alone
You taught me how to love
And Mary stood beside the altar"
I hear the crows call my name
I'm sorry, mother
I hope you never change
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Sativa Indigo
02:52
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I hate my friends
And I don't doubt
They're all so sick of me
And my pageantry
I offered a home
And we'd hold out
Until I fell out of speech
And left her bleeding
Am I on your mind?
Give it time, I'm sure I'll be forgotten
Another hit or two, I'll be fine
It's just my
Sativa indigo
Untamed heart again
I break out in pieces
You watch me on the edge
When I drain the liquid from its insides
I can't come to the phone, my heads in clouds
Is it such a crime?
Am I on your mind?
Give it time, I'm sure I'll be forgotten
Another hit or two, I'll be fine
It's just my
Sativa indigo
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Hold your hand out
Where did we take the fall
And what did we surround?
Hold your tongue back
From the wolves that close you in
Before you take another chance
You feed like a leech
And grit your teeth
And yet, you smile
And look up to me
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
I don't know what your intentions are anymore
And I don't care
You won't break my trust anymore
I rather distance our space than another sleepless night
And from all the shit you've done to me
Can you get the fuck out my life?
It was unforgivable
Self destructible
So predictable
I'm fed up
All I endured
Unavoidable
Always miserable
But
You feed like a leech
And grit your teeth
And yet, you smile
And look up to me
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
Are you forgetting something?
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Burn my pockets dry
And cancel all my credit cards at Mercury Lounge
And open up my phone
My friend is missing and I just left town
And then you scribble me out
I smash up my guitar
I ripped up every page
Even the art
I know that we're hurting
But I am deserving
Of some kind of closure
I know you don't forget
And I'll never forgive
For I miss the summer
You owe me my childhood
The bitter years you taught me to hate myself
The field of thorns
You dragged me hand-first into
Forced yourself into my head
And forcing me into your arms
When I fade will you forget me?
Living is folly and death is empty
Where does that leave you?
Robbing me of sense of strength of love
Leaving me, my eyes, my guts, my blood
Animated by habit alone
Petrified when the flame is gone
When the hate is gone and the engine's blown
Leave me by the wayside to fend for my own
Wasting away in the Sunday paper
Perish the thought that you ever cared
I know that we're hurting
But I am deserving
Of some kind of closure
I know you don't forget
And I'll never forgive
For I miss the summer
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